Sage Sebastian (sagesephiroth) wrote in hartsfaraway,
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Amour Eternel...

It has been accomplished once,
so shall it be again.

My Hart sings in rejoice and true happiness once more;
I once more feel, truly awake.

Even more awake then I had upon awakening to my sense of
otherkin-hood. Even more rewarding...


Over and over again, I find myself introspectively reflecting;
back to when I had once seemingly so clearly announced to the
entire realm of existence, feeling as though I truly knew
then, that my heart would close off to any further personal
relations. That my heart would only be given graciously for
my friends and those who could not have the love and care that
I was so deprived of when younger and lost, seeking endlessly
on my "path".

...And I cannot help but laugh. For even when I was ready to
declare a creed carved in cold marble and take to my grave, I
just knew there was something underlying my icy exterior;
something that burned deep within, aching and writhing in pain
to be set free to express. I always cared too much, and had
such a need to find what I have now, but did not know then.

I thank whatever it was that kept me going with hope on this.
The only thing I could think of that helped me hold on, truly
has to be credited to Y
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<center>It has been accomplished once,
so shall it be again.

My <font color="red">Hart</font> sings in rejoice and true happiness once more;
I once more feel, truly awake.

Even more awake then I had upon awakening to my sense of
otherkin-hood. Even more rewarding...


Over and over again, I find myself introspectively reflecting;
back to when I had once seemingly so clearly announced to the
entire realm of existence, feeling as though I truly knew
then, that my heart would close off to any further personal
relations. That my heart would only be given graciously for
my friends and those who could not have the love and care that
I was so deprived of when younger and lost, seeking endlessly
on my "path".

...And I cannot help but laugh. For even when I was ready to
declare a creed carved in cold marble and take to my grave, I
just knew there was something underlying my icy exterior;
something that burned deep within, aching and writhing in pain
to be set free to express. I always cared too much, and had
such a need to find what I have now, but did not know then.

I thank whatever it was that kept me going with hope on this.
The only thing I could think of that helped me hold on, truly
has to be credited to <font color="red"><font face="webdings">Y</font><a href="http"//www.livejournal.com/users/angedenuit">my dear, dear Katie</a><font face="webdings">Y</font></font>.

heh... I may credit much... but I do it out of truth.
For nothing more pure can free one in such writhing contempt
of soul, in such need of salvation.


Crave more?
Of the detail kind?
Yeah, I thought so ^_~


It has been more than a true pleasure to hold her again, in my
arms. Unfortunately the day has gone by quickly, as we began
late, due to my flight. I took it late to work around her need
to attend school... which is good a reason as any.

But yes... heaven it was, and heaven we had... that first
embrace after so long... that first kiss. We still can't get
enough of each other.

After I got picked up, we went home, and shortly thereafter,
running to a good Mexican restaurant. I forget the name, due to
my lack of Spanish skills, but it was very good. For Toxic
Hell to even conceive the thought of being so good is merely
a wet-dream. ^__~

Of course we got our due share of stares from the people, as
their "alternative lifestyle scene" is lacking... but we
dismissed this as quickly as we acknowledged it; for they were
not of importance.

When we came back home, we just enjoyed each other's company,
talking, me handing over our gift (the blank art book) for
her to add in what she wishes. I took out the tape measure of
mine, and finally got ahold of the measurements I needed to
make her dress. *Just swoons, remembering what fun and... well,
intensity was shared during that event* ^__~

After that, I finally got to see Bram Stoker's Dracula, with
Mr. Monotone and in need of emotional expression, Keanu Reeves,
Winona Ryder, and the ever impressive and lovable Anthony
Hopkins.

And if you've seen the film, you could just use your own little
imagination of how it made us react ^_~.

Unfortunately, soon thereafter, she had to go to her aunt's
house to sleep for the night. But before that, we shared some
good Chianti wine... out of my broken wine glass (thanks to
the idiots at AirTran) but thankfully, the glass itself which
holds the beverage was unharmed... and a little drink enjoyed.


I just finished shining up my shoes and getting everything else
ready for tomorrow's events; prom. I simply cannot wait. And
of course I am saving the Absente for us to share until when
we return from the event.

And like the bride and groom, we are saving our prom outfits
for until the actual time we get ready for it tomorrow. *Feels
a grin spread over his lips, semi-parched from lack of her
moist and lucious lips* But I just know she shall bedazzle me
no matter what.


... If I would truly want anything atched in stone to carry to
my grave, let it be the warming, rather than hardening and icy
creed, of my everlasting love of her.

I want to share and truly give everything to her; everything I
could possibly offer, as I know I have finally found her, the
one who shall truly reciprocate my love with her own... my
yearnings of her with her yearnings of me.

Fulfillment, shall be ours to savor in sweet divinity.

...May our paths forever twine...


~Sage the Katie-addict-lover~</center>
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